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PSYCHE AND THE PSKYSCRAPER.

If you are a philosopher you can do this thing: you can go to the top of a high building, look down upon your fellow-men 300 feet below, and despise them as insects.Like the irresponsible black waterbugs on summer ponds, they crawl and circle and hustle about idiotically without aim or purpose.They do not even move with the admirable intelligence of ants, for ants always know when they are going home.The ant is of a lowly station, but he will often reach home and get his slippers on while you are left at your elevated station.

Man, then, to the housetopped philosopher, appears to be but a creeping, contemptible beetle.Brokers, poets, millionaires, bootblacks, beauties, hod-carriers and politicians become little black specks dodging bigger black specks in streets no wider than your thumb.

From this high view the city itself becomes degraded to an unintelligible mass of distorted buildings and impossible perspectives; the revered ocean is a duck pond; the earth itself a lost golf ball.All the minutiae of life are gone.

The philosopher gazes into the infinite heavens above him, and allows his soul to expand to the influence of his new view.He feels that he is the heir to Eternity and the child of Time.Space, too, should be his by the right of his immortal heritage, and he thrills at the thought that some day his kind shall traverse theose mysterious aerial roads between planet and planet.The tiny world beneath his feet upon which this towering structure of steel rests as a speck of dust upon a Himalayan mountain--it is but one of a countless number of such whirling atoms.What are the ambitions, the achievements, the paltry conquests and loves of those restless black insects below compared with the serene and awful immensity of the universe that lies above and around their insignificant city?

It is guaranteed that the philosopher will have these thoughts.

They have been expressly compiled from the philosophies of the world and set down with the proper interrogation point at the end of them to represent the invariable musings of deep thinkers on high places.And when the philosopher takes the elevator down his mind is broader, his heart is at peace, and his conception of the cosmogony of creation is as wide as the buckle of Orion's summer belt.

But if your name happened to be Daisy, and you worked in an Eighth Avenue candy store and lived in a little cold hall bedroom, five feet by eight, and earned $6 per week, and ate ten-cent lunches and were nineteen years old, and got up at 6:30 and worked till 9, and never had studied philosophy, maybe things wouldn't look that way to you from the top of a skyscraper.

Two sighed for the hand of Daisy, the unphilosophical.One was Joe, who kept the smallest store in New York.It was about the size of a tool-box of the D.P.W., and was stuck like a swallow's nest against a corner of a down-town skyscraper.Its stock consisted of fruit, candies, newspapers, song books, cigarettes, and lemonade in season.When stern winter shook his congealed locks and Joe had to move himself and the fruit inside, there was exactly room in the store for the proprietor, his wares, a stove the size of a vinegar cruet, and one customer.

Joe was not of the nation that keeps us forever in a furore with fugues and fruit.He was a capable American youth who was laying by money, and wanted Daisy to help him spend it.Three times he had asked her.

"I got money saved up, Daisy," was his love song; "and you know how bad I want you.That store of mine ain't very big, but--""Oh, ain't it?" would be the antiphony of the unphilosophical one.

"Why, I heard Wanamaker's was trying to get you to sublet part of your floor space to them for next year."Daisy passed Joe's corner every morning and evening.

"Hello, Two-by-Four!" was her usual greeting."Seems to me your store looks emptier.You must have sold a pack of chewing gum."Ain't much room in here, sure," Joe would answer, with his slow grin, "except for you, Daise.Me and the store are waitin' for you whenever you'll take us.Don't you think you might before long?""Store!"--a fine scorn was expressed by Daisy's uptilted nose--"sardine box! Waitin' for me, you say? Gee! you'd have to throw out about a hundred pounds of candy before I could get inside of it, Joe.""I wouldn't mind an even swap like that," said Joe, complimentary.

Daisy's existence was limited in every way.She had to walk sideways between the counter and the shelves in the candy store.

In her own hall bedroom coziness had been carried close to cohesiveness.The walls were so near to one another that the paper on them made a perfect Babel of noise.She could light the gas with one hand and close the door with the other without taking her eyes off the reflection of her brown pompadour in the mirror.She had Joe's picture in a gilt frame on the dresser, and sometimes--but her next thought would always be of Joe's funny little store tacked like a soap box to the corner of that great building, and away would go her sentiment in a breeze of laughter.

Daisy's other suitor followed Joe by several months.He came to board in the house where she lived.His name was Dabster, and he was a philosopher.Though young, attainments stood out upon him like continental labels on a Passaic (N.J.) suit-case.