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Emil came home at about half-past seven o'clock that evening. Old Ivar met him at the windmill and took his horse, and the young man went directly into the house. He called to his sister and she answered from her bedroom, behind the sitting-room, saying that she was lying down.

Emil went to her door.

"Can I see you for a minute?" he asked. "Iwant to talk to you about something before Carl comes."Alexandra rose quickly and came to the door.

"Where is Carl?"

"Lou and Oscar met us and said they wanted to talk to him, so he rode over to Oscar's with them. Are you coming out?" Emil asked impatiently.

"Yes, sit down. I'll be dressed in a mo-ment."

Alexandra closed her door, and Emil sank down on the old slat lounge and sat with his head in his hands. When his sister came out, he looked up, not knowing whether the interval had been short or long, and he was surprised to see that the room had grown quite dark. That was just as well; it would be easier to talk if he were not under the gaze of those clear, deliber-ate eyes, that saw so far in some directions and were so blind in others. Alexandra, too, was glad of the dusk. Her face was swollen from crying.

Emil started up and then sat down again.

"Alexandra," he said slowly, in his deep young baritone, "I don't want to go away to law school this fall. Let me put it off another year.

I want to take a year off and look around. It's awfully easy to rush into a profession you don't really like, and awfully hard to get out of it.

Linstrum and I have been talking about that.""Very well, Emil. Only don't go off looking for land." She came up and put her hand on his shoulder. "I've been wishing you could stay with me this winter.""That's just what I don't want to do, Alex-andra. I'm restless. I want to go to a new place.

I want to go down to the City of Mexico to join one of the University fellows who's at the head of an electrical plant. He wrote me he could give me a little job, enough to pay my way, and I could look around and see what I want to do.

I want to go as soon as harvest is over. I guess Lou and Oscar will be sore about it.""I suppose they will." Alexandra sat down on the lounge beside him. "They are very angry with me, Emil. We have had a quarrel.

They will not come here again."

Emil scarcely heard what she was saying; he did not notice the sadness of her tone. He was thinking about the reckless life he meant to live in Mexico.

"What about?" he asked absently.

"About Carl Linstrum. They are afraid I am going to marry him, and that some of my property will get away from them."Emil shrugged his shoulders. "What non-

sense!" he murmured. "Just like them."

Alexandra drew back. "Why nonsense, Emil?""Why, you've never thought of such a thing, have you? They always have to have something to fuss about.""Emil," said his sister slowly, "you ought not to take things for granted. Do you agree with them that I have no right to change my way of living?"Emil looked at the outline of his sister's head in the dim light. They were sitting close to-gether and he somehow felt that she could hear his thoughts. He was silent for a mo-ment, and then said in an embarrassed tone, "Why, no, certainly not. You ought to do whatever you want to. I'll always back you.""But it would seem a little bit ridiculous to you if I married Carl?"Emil fidgeted. The issue seemed to him too far-fetched to warrant discussion. "Why, no.