第4章

And many other Huguenot families bent their steps thither,and devoted themselves to agriculture or the mechanical arts;and in the venerable old city,the capital of the province,in the northern shadow of the Castle of De Burgh,the exiles built for themselves a church where they praised God in the French tongue,and to which,at particular seasons of the year,they were in the habit of flocking from country and from town to sing-'Thou hast provided for us a goodly earth;thou waterest her furrows,thou sendest rain into the little valleys thereof,thou makest it soft with the drops of rain,and blessest the increase of it.'

I have been told that in her younger days my mother was strikingly handsome;this I can easily believe:I never knew her in her youth,for though she was very young when she married my father (who was her senior by many years),she had attained the middle age before I was born,no children having been vouchsafed to my parents in the early stages of their union.Yet even at the present day,now that years threescore and ten have passed over her head,attended with sorrow and troubles manifold,poorly chequered with scanty joys,can I look on that countenance and doubt that at one time beauty decked it as with a glorious garment?Hail to thee,my parent!as thou sittest there,in thy widow's weeds,in the dusky parlour in the house overgrown with the lustrous ivy of the sister isle,the solitary house at the end of the retired court shaded by lofty poplars.Hail to thee,dame of the oval face,olive complexion,and Grecian forehead;by thy table seated with the mighty volume of the good Bishop Hopkins spread out before thee;there is peace in thy countenance,my mother;it is not worldly peace,however,not the deceitful peace which lulls to bewitching slumbers,and from which,let us pray,humbly pray,that every sinner may be roused in time to implore mercy not in vain!Thine is the peace of the righteous,my mother,of those to whom no sin can be imputed,the score of whose misdeeds has been long since washed away by the blood of atonement,which imputeth righteousness to those who trust in it.It was not always thus,my mother;a time was,when the cares,pomps,and vanities of this world agitated thee too much;but that time is gone by,another and a better has succeeded;there is peace now on thy countenance,the true peace;peace around thee,too,in thy solitary dwelling,sounds of peace,the cheerful hum of the kettle and the purring of the immense angola,which stares up at thee from its settle with its almost human eyes.

No more earthly cares and affections now,my mother!Yes,one.

Why dost thou suddenly raise thy dark and still brilliant eye from the volume with a somewhat startled glance?What noise is that in the distant street?Merely the noise of a hoof;a sound common enough:it draws nearer,nearer,and now it stops before thy gate.

Singular!And now there is a pause,a long pause.Ha!thou hearest something-a footstep;a swift but heavy footstep!thou risest,thou tremblest,there is a hand on the pin of the outer door,there is some one in the vestibule,and now the door of thy apartment opens,there is a reflection on the mirror behind thee,a travelling hat,a gray head and sunburnt face.My dearest Son!-My darling Mother!

Yes,mother,thou didst recognise in the distant street the hoof-tramp of the wanderer's horse.

I was not the only child of my parents;I had a brother some three years older than myself.He was a beautiful child;one of those occasionally seen in England,and in England alone;a rosy,angelic face,blue eyes,and light chestnut hair;it was not exactly an Anglo-Saxon countenance,in which,by the bye,there is generally a cast of loutishness and stupidity;it partook,to a certain extent,of the Celtic character,particularly in the fire and vivacity which illumined it;his face was the mirror of his mind;perhaps no disposition more amiable was ever found amongst the children of Adam,united,however,with no inconsiderable portion of high and dauntless spirit.So great was his beauty in infancy,that people,especially those of the poorer classes,would follow the nurse who carried him about in order to look at and bless his lovely face.

At the age of three months an attempt was made to snatch him from his mother's arms in the streets of London,at the moment she was about to enter a coach;indeed,his appearance seemed to operate so powerfully upon every person who beheld him,that my parents were under continual apprehension of losing him;his beauty,however,was perhaps surpassed by the quickness of his parts.He mastered his letters in a few hours,and in a day or two could decipher the names of people on the doors of houses and over the shop-windows.

As he grew up,his personal appearance became less prepossessing,his quickness and cleverness,however,rather increased;and I may say of him,that with respect to everything which he took in hand he did it better and more speedily than any other person.Perhaps it will be asked here,what became of him?Alas!alas!his was an early and a foreign grave.As I have said before,the race is not always for the swift,nor the battle for the strong.