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ON THE ART OF MAKING UP ONE'S MIND

"Now, which would you advise, dear? You see, with the red I shan't be able to wear my magenta hat.""Well then, why not have the grey?"

"Yes--yes, I think the grey will be MORE useful.""It's a good material."

"Yes, and it's a PRETTY grey.You know what I mean, dear; not a COMMON grey.Of course grey is always an UNINTERESTING colour.""Its quiet."

"And then again, what I feel about the red is that it is so warm-looking.Red makes you FEEL warm even when you're NOT warm.

You know what I mean, dear!"

"Well then, why not have the red? It suits you--red.""No; do you really think so?"

"Well, when you've got a colour, I mean, of course!""Yes, that is the drawback to red.No, I think, on the whole, the grey is SAFER.""Then you will take the grey, madam?"

"Yes, I think I'd better; don't you, dear?""I like it myself very much."

"And it is good wearing stuff.I shall have it trimmed with--Oh!

you haven't cut it off, have you?"

"I was just about to, madam."

"Well, don't for a moment.Just let me have another look at the red.You see, dear, it has just occurred to me--that chinchilla would look so well on the red!""So it would, dear!"

"And, you see, I've got the chinchilla."

"Then have the red.Why not?"

"Well, there is the hat I'm thinking of.""You haven't anything else you could wear with that?""Nothing at all, and it would go so BEAUTIFULLY with the grey.--Yes, I think I'll have the grey.It's always a safe colour--grey.""Fourteen yards I think you said, madam?""Yes, fourteen yards will be enough; because I shall mix it with--One minute.You see, dear, if I take the grey I shall have nothing to wear with my black jacket.""Won't it go with grey?"

"Not well--not so well as with red."

"I should have the red then.You evidently fancy it yourself.""No, personally I prefer the grey.But then one must think of EVERYTHING, and--Good gracious! that's surely not the right time?""No, madam, it's ten minutes slow.We always keep our clocks a little slow!""And we were too have been at Madame Jannaway's at a quarter past twelve.How long shopping does take I--Why, whatever time did we start?""About eleven, wasn't it?"

"Half-past ten.I remember now; because, you know, we said we'd start at half-past nine.We've been two hours already!""And we don't seem to have done much, do we?""Done literally nothing, and I meant to have done so much.I must go to Madame Jannaway's.Have you got my purse, dear? Oh, it's all right, I've got it.""Well, now you haven't decided whether you're going to have the grey or the red.""I'm sure I don't know what I do want now.I had made up my mind a minute ago, and now it's all gone again--oh yes, I remember, the red.Yes, I'll have the red.No, I don't mean the red, I mean the grey.""You were talking about the red last time, if you remember, dear.""Oh, so I was, you're quite right.That's the worst of shopping.

Do you know I get quite confused sometimes.""Then you will decide on the red, madam?""Yes--yes, I shan't do any better, shall I, dear? What do you think? You haven't got any other shades of red, have you? This is such an ugly red."The shopman reminds her that she has seen all the other reds, and that this is the particular shade she selected and admired.

"Oh, very well," she replies, with the air of one from whom all earthly cares are falling, "I must take that then, I suppose.Ican't be worried about it any longer.I've wasted half the morning already."Outside she recollects three insuperable objections to the red, and four unanswerable arguments why she should have selected the grey.

She wonders would they change it, if she went back and asked to see the shopwalker? Her friend, who wants her lunch, thinks not.

"That is what I hate about shopping," she says."One never has time to really THINK."She says she shan't go to that shop again.

We laugh at her, but are we so very much better? Come, my superior male friend, have you never stood, amid your wardrobe, undecided whether, in her eyes, you would appear more imposing, clad in the rough tweed suit that so admirably displays your broad shoulders; or in the orthodox black frock, that, after all, is perhaps more suitable to the figure of a man approaching--let us say, the nine-and-twenties? Or, better still, why not riding costume? Did we not hear her say how well Jones looked in his top-boots and breeches, and, "hang it all," we have a better leg than Jones.What a pity riding-breeches are made so baggy nowadays.Why is it that male fashions tend more and more to hide the male leg? As women have become less and less ashamed of theirs, we have become more and more reticent of ours.Why are the silken hose, the tight-fitting pantaloons, the neat kneebreeches of our forefathers impossible to-day? Are we grown more modest--or has there come about a falling off, rendering concealment advisable?

I can never understand, myself, why women love us.It must be our honest worth, our sterling merit, that attracts them--certainly not our appearance, in a pair of tweed "dittos," black angora coat and vest, stand-up collar, and chimney-pot hat! No, it must be our sheer force of character that compels their admiration.

What a good time our ancestors must have had was borne in upon me when, on one occasion, I appeared in character at a fancy dress ball.What I represented I am unable to say, and I don't particularly care.I only know it was something military.I also remember that the costume was two sizes too small for me in the chest, and thereabouts; and three sizes too large for me in the hat.

I padded the hat, and dined in the middle of the day off a chop and half a glass of soda-water.I have gained prizes as a boy for mathematics, also for scripture history--not often, but I have done it.A literary critic, now dead, once praised a book of mine.Iknow there have been occasions when my conduct has won the approbation of good men; but never--never in my whole life, have I1

Perhaps, after all, it is as well those old fashions have gone out.

A week in that suit might have impaired my natural modesty.